Do I still hav a dream???
ok... the title sounds pessimistic for a start... but tt is exactly wad im feelin towards my medicine dream now... had my interview on thursday... n i must say tt it has been extremely gruellin for me... esp when i really felt tt i really cant answer the qns they gave me well... most of the time i myself dint noe wad i was tolkin abt... n to top tt off, for the 2nd round... i actually appeared so unsure of whether i really wanted the place... frankly... i nearly cried when they really teared me down bit by bit... i almost couldn't take it tt i cldn't convince them abt wad i really wanted to do... y must God giv me a chance only to smash me down damn hard???... if there was anything tt i can hope for now... its a super big miracle... which i tink will be well likely not to happen... so mayb this goes my dream for yrs... juz wanna wish the others who applied gd luck... u all probably hav one less competitor now...
for the rest of this wk... nth much tho... except tt i went thru a lot n a lot of bad stuff... for one... i committed a chargeable offence... which i dun want to mention now... but luckily for me they let me off after givin me some punishments... den had to write countless statements... i appeared like i was repeatedly punished for the same offence... ba... if there was anythin tt can be slightly better this wk... i did well for my SOC timing... 9.51s... but too bad i still failed an obstacle... so tt means more corrective trainin for me... sigh... :(
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heya dun be demoralised! maybe lots of pple also did poorly at their interviews? but watever it is, just wish u all the best! =)
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