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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

cant find an apt title for this entry... so nvm... i will write w/o a title... :)... hmm... its been quite some time since i last blogged on my bday... been tinkin abt some stuff... realised tt its really not worth it being upset or wadever... *if u understand this, gd... if u dun, nvm... it doesnt really matter anyway*... i hope tt pple who hav cared abt me r not goin to get too depressed over my bad moods these few days... i shld be quite ok le... haha... :)...
today was abit borin... reached sch at 7.25am... wow... tt's an all-time late for me... nva reached sch so late b4... haha... met irene on the way to the class bench... n conveniently passed her the wristband she promised to buy frm me n guan lin's one as well... haha... so i've sold 3 *inclusive of my own*... still hav 7 left... any1 interested pls approach me... 2 bucks for one for charity... thx!!!... shocked to c tt only 4 pple were at the class bench... haha... tink the rest went off for lessons le... after hangin arnd for some time... went up to phy tut... where i wanted to quarantine low low actually... cos he is sick... but den... being such a gd fren... i still sat wif him... *BHB actin up*... haha... bio lect today was erm... a bit bad... cos somehow the topic is really not very interestin to me now... or mayb im juz sleepy... but i actually slept durin foo's lecture... haha... luckily she dint catch me... but i always dint really like it when she chiongs thru lects... u absorb very little tt way... phy lect was mass tut... our whole row had a nice time strugglin to copy the answers to the tuts... haha... den CT session was wif beng beng... very seldom chance to hear her say her grandmother stories to us... haha... n yes!!! settled for class outin nxt thurs at sentosa... really hope tt the turnout will be gd... cos its like half the class dint opt for goin sentosa... they wanted ubin instead... but i juz hope tt they will come... :)... den had this S-paper talk... which soon soon n i discovered to our horror tt only 3 frm our class turned up... wah... n to tink we were the ones who kept tinkin of ponnin... learnt a little bit frm the lecturer... who tolked till 4pm... 1 and 1/2 hrs... juz as we tot this was the end... the 2nd lecturer came up... n soon kueh n i conveniently siamed... haha... after all... attendance has been marked... :)...

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Memorable Bday...

finally... 18 May... my 18th bday is only less than 5 hrs away b4 goin down into memory lane... n im truly grateful n touched by all who wished me happy bday in one way or another... really thx a lot... u really brightened up my day!!!... :)... shall blog abit abt wad i did today...
reached sch at arnd 7am... it was rainin... must say tt altho its my bday... dint really feel particularly excited abt it in the morn... but at arnd 7.20am... serena called n asked me to meet her in the inner plaza so tt she cld pass me my present... it was a pen wif my named weaved on it n a bk of quotes... hahaha... thx a lot... was really touched tt she rmbed it... hahah... n we spent some time tolkin b4 splittin to go back to our classes... haha... was hangin arnd tolkin a bit of cock in the classrm when irene called... haha... den i played this silly game of hide n seek wif them... haha... apparently they needed a re-orientation of the sch neh... dint noe where was A309... hahah... which was a key reason y they cld not find me... haha... but yew mun finally saw me... n i juz went down to meet them... hahah... den they tried to bluff me by sayin tt they dint prepare anythin for me except a bday song... haha... i was like... dotz... abt to leave when they called me back n gave me my present: a guitar capo... haha... thx a lot irene, daniel, guan lin, yew mun n joshua who was there as well... haha... u all got me wad i wanted... :)... after sch... 04S73 gathered at the class bench as usual n sang me a bday song... erm... n this time they had a new rendition of the rainbow song... haha... led by jaspar, which sent every1 roarin in laughter... hahah... den they passed me a NALGENE water bottle n a card... haha... thx a lot, 04S73... i luv u all!!! :)... den met up wif ping leong... who passed me this very cute soft toy n we sat down for a nice long chat... haha... thx, alvin n ping leong... i will always cherish our triangle frenship... haha... den went off to meet minz at the bus stop... n we headed to sakae sushi at j8 for our sushi buffet lunch... haha... ks came to meet us abt half n hour ltr... she juz came frm watchin bball match... haha... n she was sure excited abt her eye candies... haha... :)...they bought me a shirt... we continued to pig out till abt 5.40pm... n cleared the bill... luckily i brought along enuf money... nxt... we went to take some neoprints... haha... i dint really turn out well in the pics... cos of my hair... which somehow decided to stand up to one side... haha... but it was fun seein them decorate the pics... haha... den packed up for home... haha... it has truly been a memorable day... thx a lot to every1 who made this memorable... thx for all ur bday wishes... really thx a lot!!! :)

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Let the feelings flow...

so much has happened to me these few days since my last entry... will try to write abt some of these things n my tots abt it...
hmm... apparently some1 has got some serious probs... which i hope tt now has been solved... n the startling thing is tt i realised tt her prob is so similar to mine... sigh... but i guess its still slightly different... my prob will juz get worse n worse... esp after today... i mean... i guess it wasn't ur fault initially... but now wad is the pt of regrettin everythin??... wad's done cannot be undone... n im takin the "punishments" for it???... i dun noe... every act of indifference u giv me will juz make me feel more n more upset... n push me all more n more to being indifferent towards u... i guess irene was rite... wad u do on the spur of the moment might not be wad u really intended to do... n its extremely painful to c tt close frenship fading away... i really dun noe wad to react... :(... if all can be reversed... i wld rather hav u remained my fren n nth more than tt...
received news yday tt jenyi has been refused an exco position by the sch admin... dotz... i really cant bring myself to break the news to him... he will be so disappointed... plus now i receive news tt the sch admin intends to send the whole j1 cohort down to support the bball team... which means tt cca handover is tml... n which means tt i will hav to miss it!!!... sigh... intended to hav a nice endin for myself to my term in office as an MI... but now... the plan seems to hav been destroyed... argh!!!... i juz hate this!!!... :(
ba... enuf abt sad stuff liao... touch on some happy stuff ba... celebrated yew mun's bday on monday... haha... wrapped his present in 18 layers of newspaper cos he was 18 ma... hahha... n it was funny durin the preparation when we wrote all kinds of stuff on each different layer... haha... n yew mun's expression when he was openin it was very erm... exasparated... hahah... yup... so he got his cookies n a compiled score bk frm us... haha... yup... so it was fun... wonder wad they might do to me tml... haha... n thx serena for rmbin my bday... after rjc concert today she came to look for me n asked me to meet her at sch tml morn so tt she cld pass me my present... haha... thx for rmbin... n my gd frens low low n pl... hahah... tink i know tt u all went to buy smth for me... haha... n of course... 04S73... haha... tho i dun noe wad u all will do to me... n ks n minz for agreein to eat lunch at sakae sushi wif me... haha... its now less than 30min away frm the big day... but i wonder if u will ever rmb tt there is such a day???... haha... or mayb cos i dint rmb urs as well... u prob wont rmb this... haha... but nvm... life juz has to go on... :)

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Interview cum Carnival CIP...

haha... shall blog abt today's extremely tirin events b4 i go pop off to bed... had interview in the morn... but its i interview pple tgt wif the exco... not the other way round... haha... started off quite slow-paced... esp wif jenyi... well... i still dun really noe my stand towards him... i truly want to support him... n frm the interview... can c tt the rest of the exco-to-be supports him... but there r some implications tt they hav to face... juz hope tt they will be prepared enuf... interview after interview... almost the same qns were asked each time... wif jc firin first... wah... she was fierce n strict as an interviewer... tink the j1s got a bit intimidated... :)... den subsequently other members started to ask qns... nth much abt those... den we had the scenario qn at 10.30am... when they were to simulate an exco meetin n decide on some stuff b4 presentin it to us... haha... it was really kinda awkward for them to hold the discussion under the scrutiny of the exco members... mayb tt's y they speaked so softly tt i cld hardly catch wad they were sayin... but the leaders of the team appeared obvious... n durin the presentation... we shot them down wif the intention of givin them some idea of the real world situation, lest they be caught up in such ideals... haha... smth which we were not given last yr... haha... they shld feel lucky... but out of so many interviews... the one tt i truly enjoyed most was wif christine... haha... she's really bubbly... can c a bit of myself in her character... haha... juz hope tt she can remain tt optimistic n cheerful to motivate the club on when every1 in the exco is down... :)... den erene, irene, yew mun, zhao chong n me went to taka for lunch... had a mini-picnic there... every1 da-paoed some stuff n shared it... haha... nice time spent... :)... den it was off to CIP after lazing around for smtime wif irene n yew mun...
CIP started off a bit tiring... mayb cos its after one day of interview ba... business was quite ok... n wx is actually quite gd at attractin pple to come after all... must giv tt to her... :)... haha... n we were quite childish when messing arnd wif the bio lab syringes which we borrowed... n squirted out water at each other... hahha... quite fun at tt... but gradually it got a bit sian... n pple were tired... so i came home at abt 8 plus to settle bio S stuff cum bulletin... hahah... ok... tt's all for today... im really tired now... n my dad is buggin me to slp... so more nxt entry!!! :)

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Wrong From The Beginning???

bad, bad, bad... these few days hasn't been gd for me... a lot of things hav been botherin me... went to sch feelin both tired n upset... to the extent tt i cld almost feel like burstin out... but luckily i restrained myself frm doin so... a guy of 18-to-be (by nxt wed) shldnt be cryin liao neh... or mayb i juz made things worse for myself... mayb it was my fault in the first place... so i cant really blame u... but do u noe wad it feels like to hav u appearin so indifferent to me???... haha... bet u prob dun... i tot there was a chance of thawin out... but apparently... i tot too much... n gave myself this silly hope which was to be almost dashed the very nxt day... y do we hav to keep hurtin others n ourselves like this???... the more i tink of it... the more discouraged i get at how a gd frenship can turn so sour... ba... dun wanna tink abt this anymore... i will juz try to live wif this...
had guitar exco elections tt day... n jenyi got in... which sparked off all the controversy... fy said tt i was too emotional when im handling stuff... ok... i dun deny tt smtimes... i tend to be easily swayed by my emotions... but the thing is tt i m absolutely not convinced abt y we shld want to reject some1 simply becos he doesn't belong to us... for tt matter... but the challenges ahead if he shld remain in the exco is serious... the sch admin... n the club by itself... how r we goin to explain to the failed candidates tt an NJC guy got in but they dint... when its the HC guitar club???... not tt im havin men2 hu4 zhi1 jian4... but its goin to be a reality... which im also not sure if the present exco is willing to face... its always easy to say tt we will support him... but den... how esay it is to be done???... but he appears to be sincere to me... n i really cant bear to kick him out n disappoint him tt greatly... esp after his hopes hav been raised... sigh... this is one big prob tt every1 arnd me starts to tell me tt mayb we shldn't hav supported jenyi tt much... since erene, alvin n i were his seniors n in some way gave him quite some backin the the debates... tt the whole issue can simply be solved if we juz get him to withdraw... even my mum tells me tt... but den... will it be fair to him???... or for tt matter... will it be fair to the other pple as well???... juz hope tt we can sort it out well... tolked to jenyi today... well... he said tt he actually tot of backin out on elections day itself... since he knew tt it wld cause a lot of implications for us... tt's a gd heart... but its really a bit unfair... sigh... may this thing end soon... i really dun wish to dwell on it anymore...
who can really tell when the smile on my face is merely juz a prop so tt pple arnd me wont be upset as i m???... hahah... sometimes even i do not noe whether it is true myself... guess a time of solace will do me gd... i really nd to take a break to sort out stuff... n i juz pray tt frens remain frens... n if i were to make a bday wish... make me a less sensitive person... mayb tt will heal everything... :(

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Link???

ok... basically... it all started wif us ponnin sports meet... the DM got very pissed today... gave us a public scoldin durin morn assembly... but i felt tt one thing he said mayb dint really come across as clear logic to me... "if u pon sports meet, u r showing tt u r not exemplifyin the HC spirit..." erm... pls allow me to question this... how come if i dun go tt means im not exemplifyin the HC spirit???... n how does goin show tt u hav the HC spirit???... is tt how u define tt???...
anyway... GP lesson today was full of storms... kc simply was pissed wif our class... but i dun noe y we juz cant seem to like her lessons... :(
went wif son kueh for the habitat briefin at bestway buildin today... haha... the buildin is rather strange tho... on the outside... it looks rather run-down... at the lobby... it seems rather high-class... but when u go up the stairs liao... u start to tink its not tt high-class after all... haha... but the breifin was juz abt collectin the wristbands for sale... nth much... :(

Monday, May 09, 2005

Tired???

haha... dint wake up to a gd mood this morn... was late... juz managed to reach sch in time for mornin assembly (luckily...)... every1 is tired out... i actually slept durin GP today... sigh... im a aCT wif an extremely bad conduct... startin to feel tt i may not be so well-liked by some teachers after all... but nvm... mayb its high time tt i stop being so sensitive to the things arnd me... it doesn't do me gd anyway... when u hav a fren who starts givin u mono-syllabic answers to wad u ask... wad does tt show???... mayb juz tt u hav reached a stage whereby the common topics to tolk abt has decreased quite significantly... if im my former self... i will start to ponder on the reasons y... is it smth wrong wif me???... or is there juz smth wrong???... but now... i guess 1 thing which i hav really learned frm my 1 1/2 yrs in JC is tt it sometimes saves u a lot of hurt to juz not care abt this... tho it seems a bit sad... but juz move on wif life... dun stay there n fret abt this after all... i thank u for ur effort to try to tolk to me a bit more... guess it was quite some time since we last had a gd tolk liao... it feels gd tt we r thawin out a bit... :)

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Crippled...

sadz... today i woke up late... coupled wif my bro's slow preparations for goin out... i had to rush to the library to do my church usher duty... weather was totally bad... n my leather shoes somehow lacked tt essential friction when i made a quick skid as i always used to at the social hall... n tt was more than enuf... i came down to the floor wif a loud thud n an excruciatin sensation of pain... had hit my right arm against the corning on the wall... dint mind tt at first... but later when i reached the venue... realised tt i simply cldn't lift my hand up... really cant... upon rollin up my sleeves, i was shocked to c tt the wound was erm... not very serious cuts... but the bruise was very bad... suspect tt i had hit a bone... tt started my day of being a half-cripple... esp when its my strong hand tt was injured... i literally cldn't carry anythin... but i must really thank all those who hav expressed concern for me... tho it makes me kinda embarrassed to hav every1 fussin over me... but i juz wanted to let u all noe tt u all really made me so touched... :)... now its gettin slightly better... can move my arm a bit more now... but the wound will probably stay there till abt 2 or 3 days ltr... lesson learnt: nva run arnd wif leather shoes esp on a rainy day... :(

Success!!!

haha... we created a miracle once again... soiree concert was successfully completed... altho there were some parts which we dint do well... like for some ensemble pieces... but considerin the fact tt we had only 1 wk to prepare... n every1 put in so much hard work... its totally worth commendin... 3 cheers for every1!!!... juz yday... i rmb tt every1 was feelin hyper stressed up n pissed n disappointed wif our performance... frankly... i tot the performance is a sure flop... got so disheartened wif it tt i almost tot of quittin... but today... we managed to prove once again tt wif determination... we can do it... like i told yew mun n daniel... we r a grp of miracle creators... 1st, we had SYF... when every1 last yr was like sayin "it's hopeless!!!" all the way to we get a GOLD award... den soiree... frm "finish liao... its goner" to a success!!!... phew... i must say tt im really truly very proud of every1 in the team... includin the j1s... u all dint waste our efforts in drillin u all for the songs... i juz hope tt after we hand over to u... u all can bring the club to greater heights... :)... i hav great confidence in u all... if we can do it... so can u all as well!!!...
ok... now for the nitty details of the concert... hahah... started off wif twinkle twinkle little stars... not bad... must say thx to molly... tho the finale was still a bit rushed... but it was definitely much better than durin rehearsals... haha... den after tt had our 73.2 class item... 73 rox!!! cant say anythin more... it was very well done... esp wif our initial singing to start off the song... cant belive tt we pulled it off so well... den had SYF pieces... n finally the feelin is comin back... the songs were quite ok... this was followed by greensleeves... which was quite ok except for the middle portion... but somehow some1 started off very fast n the whole ensemble turned a bit topsy-turvy for a while... but im glad we managed to stabilise it... haha... den had comic item... it was excellent!!!... hoped every1 liked it... haha... some pple tried to clap along wif the beat of the songs... but the other half of the audience shut them up... hahaha... quite funny... gavotte was next... same things again... font n back was gd... but middle was messy... haha... but nvm... at least we ended it well... haha... den i went backstage liao... so cant really comment on the other programmes... but oh yes... the exco item was really gd!!! 3 cheers for every1 in the exco!!!... the item was nice... esp wif wilbur... haha... the whole sch simply loves him... they started laughin the moment they saw him... haha... n every1 sang out loud... gd!!!... :)... den the finale mambo n the encore song spirited away... well... mambo was gd wif the percussions... but spirited away was a bit rushin... hahah... the accompaniment players had a hard time catchin up wif the melody... haha... but den again... the endin was still ok to me... n tt concluded the whole concert!!!... *at least for the parts i was involved in*... :)... den was packin up n supper at KAP... haha... n must rmb to thank ming yew n daphne... they were really nice when they walked up to us n thanked us for all tt we hav done... u all did a gd job too!!!... spent the nxt half n hour or so tolkin abt elections n stuff...haha... but luckily i managed to catch the last bus home... haha... :)
really want to thank certain pple... firstly... all those who came to support us... 04S73 peeps... my family... n ping leong... its really encouragin to c u here to support us... thx a lot!!!... n as well as all those who turned up... or who helped in one way or another... n oh yes... not to forget 05S73... who bought a flower for me... really thx a lot... love u all neh!!!... :)... we slogged so hard... but now tt it has finally ended... im a bit she3 bu4 de2... but i guess all gd things hav to come to an end... i hav enjoyed my journey... n i hope tt the j1s this yr will enjoy their journey as well... there's a lot for u all to learn n grow... haha... but at the end of it... im sure u all will feel nostalgic towards all the intensive practices we had... haha... jia you!!! :) n lastly... gd job every1!!! :)

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Satisfied???

hmm... my answer to tt is no... the rehearsal today was quite bad... it was rather disorganised... coupled wif a lot of confusion here n there... to make matters worse... the playin was quite erm... not very up to standard... ok... i dun blame any1 here... since i also made quite a no. of mistakes... all i hope for is tt the final performance will be a gd one... we will create another miracle... haha... :)
P.S: 14 more days to the BIG DAY!!! cant believe it!!! haha... :)

Monday, May 02, 2005

Happy Mother's Day!!!

haha... today we celebrated a belated Mother's Day for my mum n my grandma at Crystal Jade restaurant today... hmm... i will nva hav pple celebratin tt for me... cos im a guy *duh*... but mothers really r one of the rarest creatures in the world who nva tinks for themselves... they tink for their children first... haha... its really one of the most amazing things on earth... the human love for their own flesh n blood... for non-parents it might be a bit difficult to imagine how come a person can be so silly as to giv up their life for their child... but for parents... i guess its a natural instinct... when u love some1... u will naturally want the best for them... haha... :)... happy Mothers' day!!!

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Ur True Self???

pondered upon this qn today... how much of ur true self r u willing to expose to ur best frens to let them c???... cos every1 r afraid tt other pple might discover their weaknesses... n hence, they will create this wall arnd them... which is quite sad actually... there will be no true sharin of lives between frens den... felt tt this was worth ponderin... haha... :)

Last...

today finally concludes all our formal guitar practs for the j2s... wad's left r juz rehearsals n the final soiree concert... n after tt its all over... haha... today's rehearsal... well... not many comments abt tt... juz tt i tink my mood was a bit bad initally n i shouted quite a bit... but i guess i was quite upset wif the stuff which they were playin... tho i dun claim to play very well tho... but i tot it was still not up to standard yet... esp durin the opening song... which was absolutely lousy for the finale... considerin tt i usually hav very low expectations... the fact tt im sayin this shows how sad the situation is... there's absolutely no harmony anyway... esp for the finale... n this is after drillin the j1s for 4 mnths... a bit disappointed... spent some time rehearsin for our exco item after tt... haha... tt one was absolutely wacky... esp wilbur... i tink wilbur rox for lame stuff... he's so gd at tellin them lor... :)... he is my most well-rmbed advert comm co- i/c... haha... den went for our final lunch tgt... 10 pple went... me, zhao cong, yew mun, wilbur, erene, irene, audrey, joanna, jie chao n guan lin... at thai noodle hse... haha... chatted n chatted for some time... esp taunting zc... den suddenly realisin tt im late for fellowship... haha... rushed off... reached still on time... n the bbq was a success!!! congrats n thx to ks n the rest of the committee... haha... tt's another load off our minds liao... but as treasurer... well... i still hav some accounts to settle... haha... but its alrite... finally enterin into may... my fav mnth of the yr... cos its my bday mnth... haha... this yr i will seriously desire a guitar capo... so tt i can play more pop songs... may my wish come true... :)...
P.S: i tink some things r better left unsaid... so pardon me for not sayin it out after all...

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 

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