Updates...

hmm... this wk has been super bad for me... ok lah... mayb tt's a bit exaggerated... but i've been posted to F Coy in SISPEC... which has the rumour of being one of the most xiong companies... new pple, new place, new requirements on discipline n physical fitness... im still tryin to catch up... n SOC is such a pain in the neck cos i cant clear it... n there's an SOC run tml... sigh... disappointments set in one after another n smtimes its really hard to maintain a positive tinkin... pray tt God will help me... sigh... :(

Posting...

ok... i know this came a little late... haha... i got posted to SISPEC... which eventually will land me in the rank of 3SG if i complete the course... so a few more mnths of intensive outfield training awaits me... not too pleasant to tink off considerin how much i hated the field camp... but well... i jus hope tt i will be able to do my best there... n to be a positive witness for God... yup...
these few days has got me tinkin quite a lot abt some stuff... hmm... stuff like my uni applications, NS posting n also some personal stuff... sigh... it seems abit strange to start tinkin abt all these stuff after 9 wks in tekong where usually im too tired to tink abt anythin n i will juz collapse onto my bed... but anyway... the break's endin soon... sigh... y r breaks always so short???... i nd more time to do up my stuff, to catch up wif pple n so many more... but im glad for some of the pple whom i hav caught up wif... apparently some of the major things botherin them hav been solved... but for others, new worries r surfacing... but no matter wad... dun worry too much... my parents hav this little poster in the toilet which talks abt worrying... n i like the last statement:" Worry nva solved a problem, but may well become a problem. So why worry?"... haha... interestin... :)

Johari's Window...

http://kevan.org/johari?name=choon+siang

hmm... pple... if u tink tt u qualify to noe me ok enuf... help me do this johari's window... thx... :)
oh... i used to not care much abt this stuff... but since every1 seems to hav had a try at this... i tot tt mayb i shld juz hav one for myself n c wad pple tink abt me... for fun also lah... but soon kueh told me tt this mite help for interviews also... haha... added advantage... :)

Updates...

hmm... realised tt i super long nva update liao... so shall juz briefly update a bit on wad I hav been doin for the past 2 wks... for those who perhaps mite not noe yet... I hav finished my BMT trainin in tekong... POPed on 080306... so im now officially PTE HO CHOON SIANG... n wif tt comes along a 100 bucks increase in pay... haha... n im now enjoyin my long block leave till this comin sunday... den hav to report to NS life again on 200306... but for now... im quite enjoyin my slackin life... despite repeated reminders frm my dad to do up my personal statements... but frankly i also dunno y i appear so bo chup abt it... mayb NS numbs u towards basically everythin except commands... haha...
090306: in the morn went for a reflections trail in which we were brought arnd for sightseein... quite a waste of the morn actually... den after tt went to send my gd fren low low off for enlistment... haha... its a totally different feelin when i returned to tekong as a private soldier... den i also had a gd time sharin wif low low on some tips n stuff he mite encounter durin his training life... hope he's still doin well now... tt lasted till arnd 7pm plus... den i rushed to suntec city to meet the church pple for dinner at marche's... the meetin time was supposed to be 6.30pm... but i reached there only at 8pm plus... haha... so in the end only managed to be in time for dessert... followin tt we went to the rooftop garden in esplanade where i once went wif 04S73 after our class dinner... had a round of crap talkin... n celebrated lester's bday... haha... :)
110306: went for NUS open hse wif jas... basically i went there wif only the intention to hear more abt wad they hav to say abt the various courses... dint really affect my choice of courses... for me... med, pharmacy, followed by bio n chem engineerin... met a few 04S73ians there... yw, cj, erene, hoohoo, john, n they say xav was there also... but i dint get to c him... haha... den went down to church for covenant...
140306: went out wif lt n jas for a kbox outin... jas was highly entertainin wif his oldies... n i actually managed to regain my singing there... haha... i tot i lost it after wks of strenous singin in NS... quite enjoyed myself wif the 2 of them... :)
ok... tt shall be my update for now... will write more when i hav the time... :)

A Level results!!!

hmm... i must thank God lots for my results... tho i missed wad i aimed for i.e 4 As... i managed to scramble 3 As n 1 B... B for physics is alr quite gd for me... initially tot i will get a C or below... considerin how i screwed up the paper... haha... den B3 for GP n a merit for Chem S n distinction for Bio S... which is quite amazing... haha... but wad matters most is tt i can apply for medical sch... n my hopes r not dashed as yet... tink most of the pple i noe will do pretty well... so to all of u, gd job!!!... to those who dint do as expected... dun be too discouraged... cos its not the end of the world yet... continue to jia you!!!... sure u all can do it one... haha... so today after collectin my results, went out wif 04S73 to Swensens' at PS to kinda celebrate... haha... the guys had a gd time sharin abt their experiences in NS... while the gals tolked abt smth else im not too sure abt... cos i was quite engrossed wif laughin n sharin at the NS side... haha... i had banana crumble, hot fudge sundae, n some more ice-cream... die... im gaining weight... n tt means im gonna fail my SOC n IPPT also... haha... oops!!! :)

The Time Has Come...

argh!!! will be collectin my A levels results in about 3 hrs time... actually... till yday nite... i must say tt i was quite numb towards collectin my results... no feelings abt it at all... but suddenly on my way home frm tekong camp juz now, a sudden feelin of nervousness caught me... the results tt i will collect will determine my future life frm now on... the results tt i will collect will affect whether i can fulfill my dream of enterin into medicine n having a career there... but of all... wad i fear most is tt my dreams mite be shattered cos i seriously dun feel confident abt it at all... i juz pray tt God will help me to accept wadever comes my way... if its in his will tt i go into medicine, den so be it... if not... pls help me to accept a new direction tt im takin... yup... so to all those collectin results, all the best!!! :)
P.S: frankly, it really felt awkward tt i had nth much to say... not too much common topics liao... :(