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Friday, October 29, 2004

Last Day...

haha... after 1 yr of fun, sweat, tears, our J1 yr has finally come to an end today... lookin back... all i can say is tt the life in HCJC has really opened me up a lot... n i lov 04S73!!! We Rock man!!!... :) ... haha... i tink we will hav a lot to tell our juniors of 05S73 nxt yr... of all the fun we had in this yr... a few unique class traditions tt make us uniquely S73ians (e.g synchronized clappin)... watchin the hcjc dvd today has impacted me a lot... showed how the Hwa Chong bond can actually bind tgt so many pple over so many yrs... n i sincerely hope tt at the end of our 2 yrs in college... we can still cherish the bond we had... all the way until when we can speak no more... haha... if any 04S73ians read this... juz wanna tell u tt: i truly cherish all ur frenships... haha...
ok... mayb i report a bit abt wad 8 of us(Mr n Mrs Hooxy, me, low, cj, yw, erene, xavier) did today... haha... after a meal in Coronation plaza at Tenderfresh... (where i concluded tt both Mr n Mrs Hooxy hav quite an unappreciable sense of balance... john spilled the BBQ sauce, hooxy nearly spilled it when she held up the plate ltr... luckily i held on to the plate n stabilised it... haha... :0) n after much much discussion, we went jurong east... den watched a rather lame show " Sky Captain n the World of Tomorrow"... haha... den went to jurong east lib to meet up wif yw n erene... stayed there for a while... den went home... n all of a sudden... mr n mrs hooxy disappeared into popular bkstore... w/o notice... haha... ok... open to interpretation... :)

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Bad-hair Day...

really really pissed off today... a whole combination of events tt led me to my conclusion tt this is juz not my day...
1) while walkin to the toilet, the ground somehow decided to play a trick on me n reduced the friction btw my shoe n the ground. Result: fell onto the floor n injured my knee... up till now, it still hurts... guess i've hit my bone on the floor... wonder how i still managed to go swim...
2) tried hard to re-attach myself to some1's frequency... did wif little success... but all hopes of success were ruined by event no. 3...
3) received some riduculous attitude frm some1... tt was the climax of the whole thing... erm... i try not to be mean in my blog... but all i can say is tt im really very pissed off wif tt attitude... i try my best not to flare up... cos if i do... i expect smth worse... considered wagin cold war... but on 2nd tots... for wad???... i dun want to lose a fren... which always happens when i start wagin cold war wif pple... but trust me on one pt... things will be different frm now on... sorry abt tt...
4) reached home only to scream at my sis for simply refusin to help me lock the door when i reached home... well... mayb i went overboard... but juz imagine this... some1 who has gotten damn pissed wif event no. 3... damn tired after one whole day of CCA... n carryin so many stuff (1 big bag n my guitar)... i juz flared up...
in conclusion... today was absolutely bad for me... n i seriously hope tt i wont experience such a day anymore... :(

Saturday, October 23, 2004

Stalemate...

ok... here is a guy who is desperately tryin to seek the lost frequency wif some of his frens... apparently... the frequency is now gone... n i tink once its gone... there's hardly any way i can ever find it back again... in the meantime... mayb all i can tolk to u abt is only regardin business matters... apart frm tt... well... we can only wait n c... esp when i also c tt the person makes no effort to try to seek it... ok... mayb it was my fault in the 1st place... i dun blame u for tt... haha... mayb this is the start of a relationship breakdown... who noes... but i seriously hope it wont happen again... meanwhile... i will try my best to recover tt lost frequency...

Friday, October 22, 2004

Open House...

haha... its was open hse today for hcjc... i tink all i experienced today can be summarised in 2 words: fun!!! TIRING!!!... haha... first, let me tolk abt the fun part...
1) 3 mass dance sessions... tho i had to skip 2 of them due to performance committments... but still danced a bit here n there... haha... wif a new dance partner... :) ... enjoyed myself sia...
2) i realised tt the guitar exco is filled wif pple who play bridge... cooped ourselves up in the guitar rm playin bridge the entire afternn... even tho the rm was like stinkin n damn hot... arh... the power n attraction of bridge... n i realised tt alvin low is really very slow in realisin who his partner is... haha... :)
3) enjoyed ourselves tryin to play yu4 jian4... score courtesy of gl... haha... every1 was sight-readin... but i must say we made quite considerable progress... haha... actually managed to reach up to page 3... plus alvin low also came up wif his new song... he's very proud of it leh... n we promised him to help him finish the song in time to perform for soiree nxt yr... hmm... mayb tt can be our class item??? :)
ok... now on to the tirin part...
1) ran all abt the sch... to the LTs, stall, guitar rm... out to eat at Thai noodle hse (again!!!) ... got stuck in the rain... n had to run all the way to the bus stop covered only by newspaper kindly offered by the uncle frm Yong Chye chicken rice... gosh... tt was very tirin leh... but still quite fun...
2) playin bridge for such a long period of time is extremely brain-power consumin... tested at chalet b4, n proven today... hmm... dun noe if i killed a lot of brain cells or not... haha...
after comparison, felt tt open hse was more fun than tirin... but the only bad thing was tt i couldnt get a goodie bag... sigh... haha :)

Thursday, October 21, 2004

The Wonder World of Sword-Fights...

hmm... hav begun where i hav left off so far since i entered jc... im startin to read sword-fightin novels again... the one im readin now is very cool... the lead character actually managed to increase his skills by such a large scale over nite... haha... realized tt many pple arnd me ( or quite a number at least ) r also sword-fightin novel lovers... haha... mz, wilbur... juz to name a few... actually... i feel tt sword-fightin novels r not juz abt the incessant fights n killings... tho in same cases, they do kill a lot... but there r some novels tt explore the relationship btw gd n evil... bks like xiao4 ao4 jiang1 hu2 is an excellent example... but my personal favourite is she4 diao1 ying1 xiong2 zhuan4... becos it has my favourite characters n skills... haha... hmm... but there is a game u can play while reading the bk... tt is assuming tt u hav nva read the bk b4 (i noe some pple read the same bk over n over again, so this game does not apply to them)... try to be a matchmaker n matchmake every lead character... haha... tt will keep u in suspense thoroughout the story... tt's wad i always like to do... n of course, imaginin the sword-fightin scenes r extremely satisfying as well... n so... all in all... sword-fightin novels r highly recommended... :)
P.S: I "wants" to say a heartfelt thx for all those who stood by me durin the sad times... thx a lot... cos u all really made me stand up... n i grew a lot frm there... tho i dun noe if i can still be like b4... haha... but i promise u all i will try... :)

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Slack, Slack, Slack

haha... im writin this entry frm my sch com lab... supposed to be doin some bio stuff... but obviously... the whole class is doin smth else... haha... n so here i am... :) ... hmm... haha... wx is showin me her photos tt she took... hmm... its quite nice... n oh... haha... im runnin out of topics for now... n hooxy told me to write abt PW... so here starts my rantin...
1) PW is very draggy... its an exam tt lasts for the whole yr... damn long...
2) PW sux...
3) PW sux...
4) PW sux...
[ n the list goes on for n times... ]

sorry for this rubbish entry... dun bother to comment abt this... cos i noe its crap... but i simply hav nth better to do now... will hav an entry tonite... promise tt it will be a better one...

Monday, October 18, 2004

Happy Hours

hmm... my entire pw grp is slackin now... lt n xy eatin... john playn the piano... yw hoppin arnd... n here i am doin up my blog... haha... cos got pple keep requestin tt i update my blog so tt they can hav somethin to tag abt... :)... haha... i tink the class chalet frm fri to sun ( tho i left on sat nite ) was very fun... enjoyed myself thoroughly... haha... n saw some new sides to some of the pple... :)... was a bit sad tt i had to leave early... but no choice lah... hav smth on the next day... hmm... must say a heartfelt thx to all the planners for the chalet... u all did a great job... cheers!!! :) ... the only sad thing to it was tt i got to know smthin which i will not reveal here... haha... but all i want to say is tt my regret was to leave early... can we hav chalet again after exams nxt yr???... haha... ok... gtg back to work... :)

Thursday, October 14, 2004

TORTURE!!!

hmm... in case u all dun noe wad im doin now... im quite busy tryin to toture my ears listenin to some of the worst singing ever heard so far... almost comparable to the ever-so-famous William Hung... n the pple singing the songs r supposed to be from Singapore Idol... the finalists... but based on their performance... its absolutely horrible... esp Christopher Lee... wif his "break voice"... its a wonder the hair on my arms dun fly off... mayb they shld put in more effort sia...

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

The True Self...

had a chat wif a fren regardin the issue of one's true character... led me to tink a bit abt the issue on dual characters... actually... i tink everyone has their own dual characters... well... mayb not in the sense of extreme dualism ( loyal at one time n a betrayer at another )... but juz tt... at a certain pt of time... u will only reveal part of ur true, whole character to other pple... the other part is lay hidden in u... mayb u dun even realise the existence of this hidden character... but it is there... for me... i can say tt very few pple hav seen the extremely quiet n loner side of me... i guess tt character has been kept away for quite some time... but it still re-surfaces at times... particularly when i m tinkin abt some issues... n tt personality will juz re-surface... well... it usually culminates into me appearin very serious... n to a large extent... extremely dao... but i guess it juz happens...
P.S: for the leaf, tree n wind story... my answer to the qn is... leaf left not becos of wind's pursuit... but becos tree did not ask her to stay... the beauty of the story is tt the qn is open-ended... n u can fill in ur own answer to tt... :)

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Memories Re-surface...

bad day today... started off the day a bit pissed off... as per usual on pw days... but my irritability reached the maximum when i got pestered a bit... seriously... i dun noe wad really made me flare up so much... but hauntin old memories of AP (attitude prob) returned to haunt me today... mayb cos i was tired... or mayb some other reason... i dun noe... it eventually culminated into me shoutin at lt... felt guilty for tt... but it was at the heat of the moment... i tink i seriously need to work on controllin my stupid attitude... it really sux... n worse still... it worsens relationships wif others...
had quite some ups n downs today... but i decided to end it all wif a cut of my hair... mayb the hair has trapped too much heat... makin me heaty n grouchy... haha... :)
P.S: i still m not sure abt wad i feel abt u... i nd time to sort things out...but even if i tell... will it help???...forgive me for not believin in myself... but i dun tink it will... in the meantime... i will juz resume doin things as normal... or as normal as i can try to be... mayb time will wash away everythin... n we can be like as we used to be... juz gd frens... i can only wish for tt now...

Monday, October 11, 2004

The Exorcist

hmm... firstly, wld like to congratulate all those who finished readin my 2 stories on the blog...hope u liked them... will continue to search for these stories... :)... erm... a brief report of my activities today...
1) had FOS wif my class... played games like bball, captain's ball, badminton... realized tt i cant do very well for sports... but nvm... i juz hope to be fit can already...
2) had lunch at TCHS... encountered a sudden attack by hundreds, or even thousands of ants... decided to flood them... but realized tt the situtation only got worse... cos more reinforcements arrived... unable to do anything, we comforted ourselves by tinkin abt other ways tt we can use to kill those ants... a suggestion was to use fire... haha... poor ants...
3) rotted for quite some time at the canteen... got so sian tt we decided to head back to hcjc... n the verdict was: PS for movie... by this time... abt half the class was gone...
4) settled on "The Exorcist" after minimal negotiation... due to strong recommendation by our dear Pastar Lor (there's no spellin error in the Pastar...tt's wad jas calls himself! :)...) braced ourselves for some scare, before headin to taka n hmv in orchard... 2nd time i walked tt distance n place in 4 days... realised the stark contrast btw the classical n pop zones of the HMV store... tortured our ears a bit by the loud vol of the sorprano cd... esp when she sang the high notes... but pple r professionals... so i shall not comment more abt tt...
5) cheated by alvin low n jas into treatin them to slurpee... they insisted i lost a stupid bet i made wif them b4... :(
6) met up wif the other john, wk n xavier at PS... bought a cup of drink n headed into the cinema... shocked to realize tt our seats were at the last row... where the "hao3 xiong1 di4" sat... the truth abt the words the ticket sales person said suddenly dawned on me: " Centre back seats"... he meant centre block, right at the back seats... ok... had the sound system directly above us... all the better for givin us gd surround sound n scarin the hell out of us...
7) show started... a number of gross images n no lack of scares throughout... heard some1 cursin... haha... alvin n i started to blame jas for his gd suggestion... but after all... we managed to sit thru the whole movie... n realised y its NC16... :)
8) had dinner at the food court... den went home... managed to reach home by 8pm, as dictated by my parents as my curfew dateline for tt day...
N so... an interestin day of class activities ended... enjoyed myself quite a lot, i must say... its been some time since our class played games tgt liao... hope for more of these activities in the future... IM SO LOOKIN FORWARD TO CLASS CHALET!!! :)

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Tree, Leaf and Wind Story...

"Look out!"Joan turned but it was too late. The water bomb had splashed right into her face. She winced. That was cold, she thought. She reached out to wipe the water from her face. She and her friends were at Cindy's birthday party. The games had been fun, but tiring as well. She was glad when it was time to head for the refresments."Hey Joan!" Cindy called out.Joan turned and saw Cindy dragging a 16 year old teenager behind her."Let me introduce my brother to you.He's Jason." she said.Joan turned to look at the stranger for the first time. She gasped. Wasn't this the guy who had teased her everyday when he met her? She was stunned. "You..," was all she could manage to say.But Jason grinned at her," So this is your friend. I think we met before, haven't we, Joan?"Joan just stared at Cindy and her brother, nodding her head slowly."Oh, if that's the case, i shall leave you two to talk among yourselves," Cindy replied, walking away to entertain the rest of the guests."So..hi.," Jason said and smiled, showing his perfect set of white teeth."Oh, hello," Joan replied.She took her time to look at Jason. He had a set of deep blue coloured eyes, which reminded her of the ocean. He was tall and had blonde hair. Everything about him matched completely. He seemed..perfect. Too perfect. She would have believed in love at first sight if she didn't have a boyfriend. Too bad she did. And she wasn't going to show Jason that she was interested in him in any way."Got to go," Joan turned and left the party. *****
The sunlight shone into her room. Joan woke up. School was starting again, and the summer holidays were over. No more daydreaming, she thought. Walking into the hall, she picked up the phone and dialed her boyfriend, Andy's number."Hello?""Hey, Andy?" Joan said."Um..Joan? What's up?""Can you pick me up in fifteen minutes time?""Huh?""I thought u said that you wanted to go to school with me today..?""Oh. Yeah. I sort of um, forgot. Something cropped up. Sorry honey."Without another word, Andy hung up.Well, that was weird, Joan thought. But she ignored that feeling as she believed Andy when he said that something had cropped up. She went to bathe, then she went to school by herself.On reaching the school gate, she spotted a car that seemed familar to her. The car went into the school and parked itself in an empty spot. Andy got out of the car. Joan smiled and was about to call him when he went over to the passenger's seat and opened the door. A girl dressed in a sweater and a mini skirt stepped out. Joan gasped as the scene continued in front of her. Andy took the girl by her hand and they kissed each other. Joan could not believe what was going on. Is this a dream, or is this for real? She thought as she pinched herself. Ouch, that hurt, she thought. Knowing that she would have to confront Andy sooner or later, she walked up to the couple. Andy saw her and was shocked."I demand an explaination." Joan looked at him sternly."I--""So now you have seen it, and you should know what it means. He wants to break up with you. Get it?" The girl beside Andy interruped.Joan was speechless. But knowing that she could not do anything about it, she just glared at Andy and ran away.She ran, not knowing where she was heading to. She just kept running in the hallway. People stared at her. She knew why. Tears were streaming down her crimson cheeks. Her eyes were red and she looked unsightly. She saw a girls' toilet and went inside. Luckily for her, it was empty and she would not have to face any more stares for now. She washed her face and looked into the mirror."Joan, you're such a fool. You could have known that Andy is such a freak and he was cheating on you all the time. How could you have fallen into this dumb trap without knowing it?" She said to her reflection.But the reflection just stared back at her. It gave no reply, and no expressions to show that it was angry. The tears came back. *****
Joan stepped out of the toilet, feeling refreshed. She turned a corner and nearly banged into Jason."Whoa! Watch where you're going, will ya--" Jason stopped in mid sentence when he noticed that it was Joan. "Oh, hey, what's up?" Jason looked at Joan's gloomy face."Something happened?" He asked.But Joan just turned and walked to her class. *****
It was the last period.Jason couldn't concentrate in class. What was wrong with Joan? Why did she have to avoid him everytime? Maybe she already knew that he had fallen for her. But it was impossible. So far, Jason had not given out any hints to show that. Well, who knows? He thought. Humans are weird. He took out his notebook."Dear diary,I am feeling troubled. I met her again today at the hallway. She looks kind of..sad. I wished I could help her in any way. But she seems to be avoiding me every time. I wished that i could hug her and tell her that everything is gonna be okay. But i can't do that. She doesn't feel the same way towards me like what i feel towards her. It's one-sided love. I want to be with her. Will that dream ever come true one day?"He closed the notebook. School was over. He picked up his bag and drove home. *****
Jason rushed to his room and turned on his computer. Everyday after school, he would never fail to see his pen-pal, "Candy Dreams" online. He had never met her before, but she had been a good friend to him all these while.[Dotty] says: Hi!
[Candy Dreams] says: Hi! I've been waiting for you to come online.
[Dotty] says: Haha..first time hearing you say that.
[Candy Dreams] says: Anyway..i and my boyfriend broke up..
[Dotty] says: Huh? What happened? Are you feeling okay?
[Candy Dreams] says: I wished i hadn't been so childish to have liked him in the first place..
[Dotty] says: Don't be silly. You didn't know this would happen anyway.
[Candy Dreams] says: But i feel so stupid..I can't seem to forget him.
[Dotty] says: You just have to remember..time heals all wounds..
[Candy Dreams] says: Thanks..i really appreciate that.
[Candy Dreams] says: Anyway, enough about me. So what's going on between you and your dream girl?
[Dotty] says: Well..i met her again today.
[Candy Dreams] says: And?
[Dotty] says: Same old thing. She avoided me. But i couldn't help noticing how sad she looked.
[Candy Dreams] says: Maybe she doesn't know how you feel about her..i think you should tell her.
[Dotty] says: No, I dun plan to tell her. I rather things remain this way..
[Dotty] says: I feel that..Just as long as she is happy, I will feel the same way.To me, love is about happiness.I just want to be a friend to her..
[Candy Dreams] says: Whoa, I'd feel lucky if i were her..She has no idea how great you are..
[Candy Dreams] says: I wished my boyfriend was like that..
[Dotty] says: True love will come to you one day too. Dun worry..
[Candy Dreams] says: Hope so. Anyway, gtg. Cya!
[Dotty] says: Cya!
[Candy Dreams has logged off]*****
Joan felt better. Maybe time really would heal all wounds. She reached into her drawer and took out her diary."Dear Diary,I feel alot better after talking to my friend. Sometimes i feel that he's like a soul mate to me. Well anyway, maybe things will get alot better. It isn't time for me to brood about this stuff anymore. I have to forget about Andy. Actually, you know what? I have a little feeling for Jason too. But i'm not gonna go into another relationship so soon..And i can't gurantee than Jason feels the same way. Who knows what will happen in the future?"*****
Jason stepped into the school, feeling fresh after a morning bath. He walked up to his classroom, meeting Joan on the way. To his suprise, she smiled at him, showing a perfect pair of dimples. Jason grinned and fluffed her hair as they walked past each other. He continued on his way, smiling to himself all the time. He felt warm. She had actually smiled at him! It was such a great feeling to know that he had actually existed in Joan's life.During break time, Jason saw Joan and decided to strike up a conversation to see whether she would respond."Um..so..hi," Jason stammered."Hey!" Joan greeted cheerfully, laughing as she did so.Jason felt suprised and warm at her friendly greeting. She looks so cute when she laughs, he thought."Care to eat with me?" Jason asked hopefully"Sure!" was Joan's joyful response.*****
After eating his dinner, Jason went to his room and took out his notebook."Dear Diary,I had a great lunch today. Perhaps that was because of her presence. She smiled at me for the first time today.. I felt warm. It makes me more unwilling to confess my true feelings to her as i am afraid that she would avoid me. I rather she treat me this way, just like a close friend whom she can share her thoughts to. I don't want to do something that I will regret later. Maybe it would be best if the situation remains like this.." Jason closed his notebook silently. The day after would be international friendship day. He decided to buy a present for Joan.*****
"Hi!" Joan called out.Jason turned around."Hey girl," He grinned.Joan smiled. He had no idea how his heart-stopping grin seem to be of a comfort to her."So, what's going on?" Joan asked."Haha, same old thing. I can't figure out a thing the algebra teacher is talking about.""Did u always have a problem with algebra? You could have told me earlier!""Don't tell me i'm talking to an algebra expert?" Jason asked."Haha.. Well, i wouldn't call myself that. But i get As for my algebra. It's my favourite subject.""Hey! That's cool! Would you be willing to teach me?""Sure! In fact, I'm free after school today. You?""Me too. Meet you in the library after school?""Okay. See ya later then," Joan replied.They then parted, walking different directions towards their classrooms.Suddenly, Jason turned around."Hey," He called out."Yeah?" Joan turned."Thanks..for being such a friend. I really appreciate that,""Hey, you're a great friend yourself too," Joan smiled.They continued on their own way. Maybe there is hope for both of us..? No, I shouldn't be thinking like this. But..i actually have the feeling that i miss him.. Joan thought. Clutching her books tightly towards her chest, she walked into the classroom, put her things down and took out her diary."Dear Diary,What is going on? What is wrong with me..? Why is it that I long to be with him but yet i am trying my best not to like him..? Is this love? I wished he was here right now, beside me. I want to be with him so badly, but he seems to treat me only as a close friend. That's all. A close friend. I want to be someone more than a close friend to him. But maybe that is not so possible afterall.."*****
"Dear Diary,Is that all i reallie mean to her? A 'great friend' ? I want to be more than a great friend to her. But it seems that she only treats me as a friend. I don't know how to tell her how much i want to be with her. Maybe waiting would be my only option.. Is this love?" Jason rested his head on his hands and re-read the entry he had just written into his notebook. He sighed. Maybe love isn't so great afterall..*****
Joan waved at Jason to signal him to come over to the table she was sitting at. Jason jogged over and pulled out a chair to make himself comfortable."Had a great lunch?" Joan asked."Yeah..""Okay.. I guess we can start on our work then," Joan said.Throughout the whole afternoon, Joan spent her time explaining to Jason and teaching him all the problems which he didn't know how to solve. She was disappointed when it was time to go home. But she refused to show her true feelings to Jason and put on a brave front instead."So..if you have any other questions..feel free to find me," She smiled."Thanks," Jason answered.They left the library, each going their own seperate way.*****
Joan rushed to her room, dumped her bag aside, and turned on her computer. Dotty was online! She couldn't wait to tell him what had happened recently.
[Candy Dreams] says: Hey!!
[Dotty] says: Hi!
[Candy Dreams] says: Sorry I'm late..
[Dotty] says: Haha, no problem, I just signed in not long ago too.
[Candy Dreams] says: Okay..
[Dotty] says: So what's up?
[Candy Dreams] says: I seem to have fallen for someone else...
[Dotty] says: That's great. Maybe that person would treat your better than how your ex did..
[Candy Dreams] says: I don't even know whether he feels the same way..
[Dotty] says: Hey, remember the advice you gave me? Why don't you tell the guy?
[Candy Dreams] says: Me? No way. I wouldn't want to break a friendship.
[Dotty] says: But did you give him any hints?
[Candy Dreams] says: Nah.. I think he only treats me as a close friend..
[Dotty] says: Don't be so sad..
[Candy Dreams] says: I'm alright. Thanks.. I gtg anyway. I'm tired. Off to sleep!=)
[Dotty] says: Haha..maybe you should be called Candy Pig huh?
[Candy Dreams] says: Hey! Too tired to argue with you anymore. Good night!
[Candy Dreams has logged off]Joan smiled to herself. Sometimes, Dotty had such humour that she was unable to resist. He would always make her smile even after a tired day. Time to sleep, she thought.*****
Jason clutched the present tightly in his hand. It was International friendship day and he had gotten a present for Joan. He made his way to her classroom."Joan?"She turned. Jason was standing at the doorway of her classroom."Hey. Nice to see ya," she responded."So um..here's a present for you. Friends forever.."Joan was suprised. She had gotten a present for Jason too."Wait here," she told him.Awhile later, Joan returned, holding a box tied with a silver ribbon."Here," she said.They exchanged their presents with each other."Thanks for being such a good friend to me. Friends forever..," Joan smiled at Jason.Once again, Jason was struck by her smile. He jus stared at her with a kind of sadness in his eyes. This girl can never be mine, he thought. He grinned at Joan and waved goodbye to her before going back to his classroom.*****
Joan returned to her seat. She stared at the lavender box in her hand. What could be in it? she thought. opening the box, she saw a silver bracelet lying among the soft cotton. She picked it up. It's beautiful, she thought. She gazed at it for awhile before putting it back into the box. Taking out her diary, she wrote:"Dear Diary,He gave me a bracelet. And it's..reallie beautiful..I hope he likes the present i gave him too.. But i don't understand. Does he just treat me as a friend? I want to be more than a friend to him. But it's so hard to tell him. I just seem to lose my words when looking at him. He's my angel. My love. But he'll never get to know that..I'll never find the courage to tell him.." The teacher came in. Joan closed her book quickly and put in in her bag. Who is this cute guy beside the teacher? She thought. Awhile later, the guy was introduced as Dave. He had just transferred from another school and Joan was assigned to help him around the school. Thus, Dave was to sit beside her. The other girls stared at Joan with envy. But Joan..her thoughts were all filled of Jason..*****
"Dear Diary,She gave me a wallet. That was sweet of her. I love the present she gave me..i hope she likes the one i gave her too..I don't understand. Does she treat me only as a friend? She means much more to me than that. But she doesn't know. And she never will..cos i won't have the courage to tell her.."*****
Just as Joan was walking down the hallway, a voice stopped her."Um..hi."She turned her head. Wasn't that Dave?"Hey. You got problems with your work?""Er..actually yea.sort of.Are u able to go thru some notes with me tomorrow?""Tomorrow..yea i think i'll be free.""Okay..we'll study at my house? My parents will be home, so don't worry.""Haha.I'm not gonna worry with an honest guy like you. Cya tomorrow then!"Joan walked off.Dave stared at her. She's wonderful, he thought. And i'm in love with her.*****
Joan threw her bag onto the bed and turned on the computer immediately.A new contact had added her."Who's this guy..?" She said to herself.dave_jones@hotmail.comSounds familar, she thought.
[Dave] says: Hey..are u Joan?
[Candy Dreams] says: Yea..u are Dave?
[Dave] says: Haha. The one and only.
[Candy Dreams] says: Okae. So how did u get my add?
[Dave] says: Well. thru a senior..
[Candy Dreams] says: Haha, well okae. these things happen all the time anyway.
[Dave] says: So are u still on for tomorrow?
[Candy Dreams] says: Yea sure. I'm supposed to help u anyway.
[Dave] says: Ok. Hey look, i gtg. Cya tomorrow then.[Candy Dreams] says: Yep..cya.good nite.
[Dave has logged off]
[Dotty has logged on]
[Candy Dreams] says: Hiyahh~
[Dotty] says: Heyyz.
[Candy Dreams] says: Haha. I had a great day and i'm soo happie!!
[Dotty] says: Hmm..looks like something happened huh.
[Candy Dreams] says: He gave me a present!!
[Dotty] says: Sounds familar..haha..anyway, what is it?
[Candy Dreams] says: Secret..
[Dotty] says: Oh well.Haha.Hmm..Candy?
[Candy Dreams] says: Yeah?
[Dotty] says: Do you want to meet up?
[Candy Dreams] says: Um..well..i'm nort sure..u want?
[Dotty] says: I'm not sure too..but i reallie want to meet up with u.
[Candy Dreams] says: Me too. Well in that case..how about next wednesday?
[Dotty] says: No problem. Meet at?
[Candy Dreams] says: Hmm..you know that place Dolphino?8pm?
[Dotty] says: Yeah sure. I gtg. See you soon..
[Candy Dreams] says: Haha.I'm looking forward to meeting u too. See ya..
[Dotty has logged off]*****
Joan stood at the steps of Dave's house, clutching her books. She pressed the bell. Dave opened the door."Hey," Joan said."Well, come in."Dave led Joan to the living room, where his parents were at."Hi auntie and uncle," Joan greeted them politely.They smiled at her and nodded."So where are we supposed to study?" Joan asked Dave."At the dining room. Come on."They walked to the dining room and sat down. Then, Joan taught Dave all the subjects which he had problems in. The time passed quickly and it was time for Joan to leave."Bye. See you in school tomorrow," Joan said and left his house.Dave, you're so stupid, you could have asked her to stay awhile more, he thought. Oh well.*****
[Candy Dreams has logged on]
[Dave] says: Hi!
[Candy Dreams] says: Hey.
[Dave] says: Um..i got something to tell you.
[Candy Dreams] says: Haha, what is it?
[Dave] says: Well um..
[Candy Dreams] says: Yeah?
[Dave] says: I..i like you.
[Candy Dreams] says: Huh?
[Dave] says: I know you probably don't feel the same way..But i reallie like u alot and i'm gonna try to win your heart..i hope you won't stop me..cya.
[Candy Dreams] says: Well..
[Dave has logged off]
What's going on? Joan thought. Is he kidding or what? I just knew him a few days ago and he likes me? Is that a joke? Well. Guys.*****
Jason went to his room to do his homework. When he sat down at his chair, he suddenly remembered that he left his pen with his sister. He went to her room to take it.Seeing that his pen was on her table, he decided that he didn't need her permission to take something that was his. He was just about to leave when a piece of paper on the desk caught his attention. He picked it up.candy_dreams@hotmail.comIsn't that..No it couldn't be.But..how did my sis know candy dreams? He thought.Wanting to solve this unanswered question, he took the piece of paper and went to the living room to ask his sister."Cindy!" Jason called."What's up bro," Cindy replied."Who is this person? How did u get her email add?""Don't be silly. Isn't that Joan? You know her. She was at my birthday party, remember?" Cindy casually replied."Huh? That Joan? Oh..thanks." Jason returned the paper to his sister.He went back to his room and turned on his computer.No wonder everything that happened to her seemed so familiar to me..but..should i let her know who I am? I don't want to. I want to take hold of this chance to get to know her better..But..we're supposed to meet next week..what should i do..? Jason was lost in his thoughts.
[Candy Dreams has logged on]
[Dotty] says: Hey..
[Candy Dreams] says: Hiyahhz
[Dotty] says: Um..i don't think i'll be able to meet u next week..I'm going out..
[Candy Dreams] says: Oh..in that case..it's alright..
[Dotty] says: I'm sorry..
[Candy Dreams] says: It's reallie okay. We can always find some other time to meet up rite?
[Dotty] says: Um well..i'll be kind of busy for the next few months..
[Candy Dreams] says: Okay then..we'll talk about it again when you're free..
[Dotty] says: Okay..
[Candy Dreams] says: Yeah..
[Dotty] says: Why aren't u talking..?
[Candy Dreams] says: I'm just kind of disappointed..but it's okay reallie.
[Dotty] says: Oh..
[Dotty] says: Well, never mind. I think i will be able to meet u afterall.
[Candy Dreams] says: Huh?
[Dotty] says: Um..i jus remembered that it's thursday i'm going out on. Shesh.i can get pretty forgetful sometimes u know..
[Candy Dreams] says: Really?That's great!=).Hey, i gotta go. Cya! Night.
[Candy Dreams has logged off]
"Dear Diary,I feel like such a liar.But i still had to meet her in the end. I can't bear to see her upset. It reallie hurts. It makes me sad to see her disappointed like just now.. Anyway it's just a meeting with her right? Why am i being such a coward? But..i don't want her to know. I reallie want to get to know her well.."*****
Dave entered the classroom with a box of chocolates in his hands. He smiled at Joan and passed her the box."Huh? Is that for me?" Joan asked."Yep.Hope u'll accept it.""But..i can't..""Please..just give me a chance to prove that i can love u like anyone else does..," Dave said sincerely, looking at Joan."Oh well..Okay.."Joan felt touched. Was this how it felt like to be loved by someone else? She smiled gratefully at him.
"Dear Diary,It's been a few days since i last saw Jason. I wonder what he's doing right now..? Dave is being pretty sweet to me. He's a nice guy. Well, i'm not considering anything though. Am i? Nah..don't think so. I'm meeting Dotty tomorrow. I'm so excited. I've known him for a year and tomorrow will be the first time i'm meeting him. Hope everything goes well.." "Joan?"Joan quickly shut her book."Yea?" She said to Dave."Are you free tonight? Do you want to go watch a movie?""Um well..alright." Joan decided that there couldn't be much harm done in watching a movie with Dave."I'll pick u up at 7pm then?""Yep."*****
A car arrived outside Joan's house at 7pm sharp. The doorbell rang and Joan ran to open the door. "Hey, you're punctual!" She commented. Dave led Joan to the car. They soon reached the cinema. But everything passed quickly and they had watched finish the touching romance movie. Dave sent her home.
"Dear Diary,Is it possible that I like Dave? He makes me feel wanted. Makes me feel loved. I don't feel like waiting for Jason anymore when there's someone like Dave who is willing to spent his time loving me. But.I don't know.How am i supposed to feel now? I'm confused ever since Dave came into my life.. Sometimes i feel that i like him. But sometimes i miss Jason.Alot.I don't know.." Joan sighed.It's so hard to tell my own feelings, she thought.
[Dave has logged on]
[Dave] says: Hi
[Candy Dreams] says: Hiya
[Dave] says: Um.
[Candy Dreams] says:
[Dave] says: Can you be my girlfriend?
[Candy Dreams] says: Um..
[Dave] says: I know u need time to decide.I'll give u time.But please give me a chance..
[Candy Dreams] says: Okay..how bout trying out? I know it's not reallie the same but i'm sort of confused right now..maybe trying out will help solve this.
[Dave] says: If that's what u want..alright..but i'm happy as long as you're willing to do that.
[Candy Dreams] says: Kae.i gtg.. Cya tml.
[Candy Dreams has logged off]
What have i done? She thought. Do i reallie like him? Oh well. I've already done it. Nothing can change. Anyway i sort of like him..right? Yea.*****
The day passed quickly. Finally it was an hour before meeting Dotty. Joan was feeling pretty excited. She decided to go early just to be on the safe side. She had told Dotty her handphone number and told him to call her when he reached. Soon, Joan reached Dolphino.*****
Jason was driving to Dolphino.He had tried to dial Joan's number to tell him that he might be late but she seemed to have turned off her handphone. He fixed his attention on his handphone instead of the road and dialled her number again. Then, he heard a scream. He looked up from his handphone to see a child standing in the middle of the road. He swerved to avoid hitting him and hit onto a tree. Everything blackened out. He couldn't feel anything..*****
Joan had been waiting for half an hour now. She was getting impatient but still, she had to wait for Dotty's call. She took out her handphone to see if there were any missed calls. Huh? She thought. She had turned off her handphone without realising it. No wonder there were no calls for her. It's all my fault, she thought. I hope Dotty calls again.*****
Jason awoke to find himself in a hospital bed. A sharp pain in his leg caused him to wince."Quick, find someone with the same blood type as this guy!!" a voice said."Wait!" Jason heard himself saying.The doctor and the nurses stopped in their tracks to look at Jason."I know I'm dying soon..don't stop me..I just need a pen and paper..please.." Both items were passed to him a minute later. Using all the strength he had left, he wrote a letter to Joan. After he had finished writing, he gave Joan's number to the nurse and told her to call Joan to the hospital to collect the letter. Jason felt tired. He decided to go to sleep. Maybe that would stop all the pain. Without realising it, he felt himself drifting apart from the world..*****
An hour later, Joan was still standing outside Dolphino. Suddenly, her phone rang."Hello?" Joan said."Is this Joan? I am calling from the hospital. A guy who identifies himself as Jason has asked u to come to the hospital to collect a letter." The voice replied."I'll be right over."*****
Joan walked to the reception counter."Hi..I'm Joan. There's supposed to be a letter for me..?"The nurse on duty looked up."Oh yah. Here you go." She passed a piece of paper to Joan.Joan took it and walked down the corridor, reading the letter..:"Hey..candy pig..well..are u suprised that i know this nickname that was given to u by Dotty? I do not want to hide it anymore..i am dotty..i just knew that u were candy dreams a few days ago too. that was why i was so afraid of letting u see who i am..by the time u received this letter..i probably won't be in this world anymore..i'll be somewhere else..far far away..away from all this pain.it hurts too much to continue living. i have loved u the moment i saw u, Joan. But you onli treated me as a good friend..it hurts. Everytime u say "thanks for being such a good friend", it's like a stab to my heart. I want u to treat me more than a friend. but it's so hard to say so..i have never confessed my feelings to you..for fear of being rejected.now that i'm leaving this world..perhaps it won't be so hard to tell u anymore..anyway...i heard that you and Dave are going steady. Is that true? If it is..congratulations to u.. maybe you would be happier and more fortunate. Dave would surely treat u better than your ex.I'm happy for u. I told myself..as long as u find your happiness..i will give you my blessings..cos i learnt that loving someone is not about holding on..it's about making her happy. I'm glad that i spent my lifetime knowing you. I have never regretted knowing you because you gave me happiness..a kind of happiness that no one else is able to provide me with..i know u don't feel the same way..but it's okay..i just want u to be happy..I'll be ending my letter than..bye..my leaf..From: Jason a.k.a Dotty...=).."A tear dropped on the paper.*****
Joan rushed to the reception again."Which room is Jason in?" She asked."Room 169. But be quick. The doctors are going to carry his body away soon."Joan ran all the way to Room 169, still clutching the letter. She peered into the glass window that seperated both her and Jason. There he was, lying in the bed. He's not here anymore..she thought.Wait,i don't understand. Why did he call me his leaf in the letter? Joan thought.Glancing down on the paper, She saw the small words that was written at the corner of the paper."Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit? Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay..?"She was touched. Two tears rolled down her crimson cheeks."Tree didn't ask her to stay.." She whispered.*****
touching story... wondering if this will ever happen to me... haha...

Friday, October 08, 2004

Touching Love Story...

幸運草戀人
> 女孩:『求求你,不要討厭我好不好?』女孩流著淚對男孩說。
> 男孩眼睜睜看著女孩,不發一語。
> 男孩不知該如何開口,其實他對女孩已經失去了感覺。
> 只說了一句~『妳能找到比我更好的!』
> 之後便轉身離去,留下女孩在原地。女孩失去了堅強的勇氣,頓時放聲哭泣。
> 女孩決定離開這令她難過的城市,因為這個城市中充斥的他與她的回憶。她決定試著忘記過去的點點滴滴,
> 今天起的她是另一個重新的開始。
> 她留下來的是給男孩的一封信,用綠色幸運草圖案點綴的信紙。
> 給我心愛的你:
>> 我坐在頂樓看著一片不算蔚藍的天空。
> 我相信我的天空不會像這樣的灰矇矇,就算沒有你。
> 因為愛你,所以我退出你的天空。
> 因為愛你,所以希望你過得快樂,過得更好。
> 因為愛你,所以我選擇離開。
> 其實,我知道你心裡選擇的是她。只是我一直不肯放棄,一直迷戀著你。
> 總是傻傻的想有天或許你會看見我的付出,或許...我還有一絲絲的機會。
> 就算機會再渺茫,我也不願輕易放棄。但如今,我的不放棄可能造成你的負擔。
> 我不要成為你的負擔~!所以我選擇離開。
> 我用我對你的愛,祝你過的幸福。用愛的祝福,除了是我的真心,還帶著心痛。
> 但我會帶著心痛一起離開。我離開你的天空,也請你退出我的天空...
> 愛你的女孩
> 男孩並不是不愛著女孩,是因為男孩得了血癌。
> 他知道,女孩跟他在一起;不會有永遠的幸福。
> 他寧願現在讓女孩恨他,也不願讓女孩在失去他的傷痛裡迷失自我。
> 男孩相信他所心愛的女孩會找到另一個更愛她的男孩。
> 男孩握著手中那張用四葉幸運草做成的書籤,這是女孩給他的。他對著幸運草許下願望,
> 他要求的;只是希望女孩忘記她,讓他離開她的生活。
> 女孩所誤會的人,是他在國外唸書的妹妹。
> 他要求妹妹與他演這場讓女孩不得不離開他的戲。
> 失去女孩的男孩,也失去了重心,他思念著女孩與他的點點滴滴。但是,他沒有勇氣找回女孩。
> 看著自己的頭髮一根根因為化療而落下,看著自己的臉龐逐漸的蒼白憔悴;看著自己的生命漸漸的失去。
> 他覺得現在的他已經沒有資格讓女孩深深的愛著,躺在病床上的他;已失去活下去的力量。
> 男孩的父母知道自己的兒子已經沒有希望,從不肯放棄到現在的漸漸接受。心疼兒子
> 除了病痛之外,還有失去最愛的心痛。
> 唯一想做的,只是希望兒子能再見女孩一面,
> 希望他不要留任何的遺憾,希望兒子能帶著微笑離開人間。
> 男孩的父母打聽到女孩的老家,到女孩的老家想請求女孩去見兒子一面。
> 但是...
> 女孩的父母告訴男孩的父母,女孩自殺死了;
> 因為女孩的父母原先就不贊成她們倆人在一起。
> 女孩為了和男孩在一起,和家裡的人鬧得不愉快;
> 甚至負氣離開家裡。
> 後來男生的離開,讓她頓時不知自己該何去何從;
> 覺得已經沒有屬於女孩的地方。
> 沒有人支持,沒有人鼓勵的女孩選擇了離開人間。
> 帶著男孩給她的美好回憶離開,讓美好的回憶陪伴著她。
> 女孩的父母給了男孩父母一張綠色幸運草書籤及一封信,
> 並說:『這應該是女孩留給男孩的。』
> 男孩的父母把東西交給了男孩,男孩看著信裡的內容;
> 掉下了眼淚。
> 『心愛的,我帶著你的愛離開。』整張信裡只有這一句話。
> 而男孩的心,早已傷痛碎裂;男孩要求去女孩的墳前向女孩告別。他要求父母給他一點時間和女孩獨處,
他在墳前告訴著女孩實話。告訴著女孩:『如果有下輩子,我願補回今生我虧欠你的愛。』
> 男孩拿著兩張一對的綠色幸運草書籤,放在女孩的墳前。
> 之後抱著女孩的墓碑,頭用力的墓碑磕下;血染著女孩的墓碑男孩死了。
> 雙方的父母同意讓彼此合葬在一起。希望來世的他們,能得到永恆的真愛;不再分
> 離。墳前長滿不是雜草,是一片綠色的酢漿草。就這麼鋪滿在他們的墓上。
> 他們在綠色幸運草的幸運下永遠的相愛著。
> 在四葉幸運草的祝福相長眠。 他們再也不會分開。
> 如果你(妳愛他)她,不要輕易的說分手。

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Finally over...

yes!!! finally over... this yr promos has officially come to an end... well... except for phy spa tml... but tt's not part of promos... tt's part of A levels... yeah!!! but now... im faced wif a dilemma... mayb cos of studyin arh... i havent had much entertainment frm tv, or the computer... n hence... i suddenly dun noe wad to do after the exam... hmm... mayb go borrow a few chinese swordfightin novels n read... long time nva touch those liao... of course... there is PW, which i dun tink pple will be very eager to start on now... pple want to relax yar... :)... or mayb go load my game which i deleted frm my comp a LONG LONG time ago... u can count in moons... haha... all in all... IM JUZ SO HAPPY TT PROMOS IS OVER!!! haha... well... for those who still hav exams... continue to jia you!!! chiong the papers, n whack them... well... if u get whacked by one of the papers... here's my advice to u... take revenge by whackin the other papers even harder!!! haha...
P.S: erm... my entry this time sounds a bit crazy... cos its written by some1 who is now so overjoyed... pardon the crazy expressions...thx... :)

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Stopped...

as in all wars... no side can keep on winnin... my charge thru the promos exam has met wif a serious setback... n my morale is now battered and broken [ erm... not very sure if i used the right adjectives... pls pardon my not-so-gd english...:) ]... phy paper was absolutely terrible... very terrible... if maths n chem paper served to raise my morale a bit... all i can say is tt phy crushed it all... its goin to be tough for me to buck up in time for bio... but i will still try... asked for reinforcements... n hopefully it will arrive in time... so tt bio tml wont be a repeat of wad happened today... sigh... :(

Monday, October 04, 2004

Distracted... Concentrated... Diluted???

was so sian studyin my phy tutorials for promos... realised tt it was not in the least bit effective... not tt studyin tutorials is no gd... but i cant be bothered to start flippin thru my TYS to look at the qn tt i hav done... bad attitude... haha... will change tt today... had fun wif my 1st wife... erm... my piano lah... dun tink crooked...:)... den i recalled tt i got this neighbour who will get very tired of my songs if i kept playin the same songs every time... n come up to complain... so i flipped thru my Richard Clayderman book n found this piece: Cavatina!!!... its amazing when ur interest is aroused... u can spend literally hours sittin in front of the piano...felt a bit guilty den... guess im very very slack for this yr... mayb its bad influence... :)...
forced myself to concentrate for the whole nite... read thru quite a lot of tutorials... but once again... effectiveness: mayb less than 10%... haha... den my 2nd wife grumbled tt i neglected her today... so i spent 1hr tryin to figure out chords for some songs... quite accomplished!!!...
P.S: its extremely terrible when u start to realise tt a lot of things u believed tt u cld do in the 1st place cannot be done actually... n u start to regret it... trust me, i noe tt... :(

Friday, October 01, 2004

Motivation...

where's my motivation to continue muggin???... its gone... im slackin now... AGAIN... sigh...

Bored ( The Sequel )

finished chem paper today... can say tt its almost gone for me... n to tink tt i got stuck over smth which was correct but i juz tot too much... sigh... now im slackin in front of my computer updating my blog... hmm... somehow i hav this feelin tt there is so much time... n i shd be doin some stuff... but i dun noe wad to do... guess i've lost my momentum again... well... will gain some speed in the late afternn... since i got some mass... n since p=mv... ok... tt was crap... :)... but all it does is juz reflect how bored i m now... some1 come entertain me...oh n do look out for a story which i will be puttin up soon... tink its a very nice story...its called the Leaf, tree n wind story... read it on ks's blog... hmm... lt called to ask some maths qn liao... guess tt's enuf for this entry... :)

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 

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Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out. When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life. Your flirting style: Laid back Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm What you bring to relationships: Balance
What Your Face Says
At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable. Overall, your true self is passionate and physical. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem gentle and sensitive. In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless.
Your Love Life Secrets Are
Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.
Your True Love Is a Cancer
Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.