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Saturday, February 25, 2006

NS... waste of time???

haha... im finally back again... this wk has been super demoralisin in army for me... i failed my IPPT, failed SOC, den went for SIT test frm thurs wif high hopes of myself leadin the team to complete their mission successfully... but all dint turn out well... cos i realised tt i cant really tink very calmly on the spot... so for the 2 missions tt i led... both failed in the end... but i believed i did better for the 2nd mission than my 1st mission... so MAYB tt mite be considered an improvement??? but anyway... i guess i dun hav high hopes anymore to enter command sch... so mayb waitin for A level results mite be an option... since if i can get gd grades n enter med sch i can still be an officer... but easier said than done... so i guess mayb tt one wont work out also... sigh... den NS mite juz jolly well be a stupid waste of time... but one thing i hate abt NS is how the superiors treat us smtimes... smtimes i tink they treat us like some entertainment objects... which is freakingly nonsensical... lower rank than u doesn't mean u can juz "play" wif us as n when u like it... if i was to become a superior i will make sure tt i dun do tt to my men... yup... ok... im damn tired now... super shagged... will update more nxt time... :)

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Questionin myself...

finally im back after a confinement in tekong due to the seriously sucky but on retrospect enjoyable 7-day field camp... n durin these 2 wks... i really went thru a lot to discover abt myself... smtimes pple may not be wad they seem... when the critical moment comes, i still am a selfish person at times... i will find means to try to get out of the work... n i may not be as willing to help others at times... esp when my physical n mental strengths hav been really exhausted... of course guilt sets in after tt... but den... wad's done has been done... n i can only hope tt i can further atone for my mistake... sigh... sorry to XXX... :(...
now to update abit abt my NS life so far... i have completed 6 wks of BMT liao... there's only 3 more wks left... wif the major events being the SIT test (in which they test ur suitability to be a commander), SOC n IPPT... after this, i will graduate out of tekong island as a private... n which means tt u can order recruits arnd... so seriously... recruits r really the lowest lifeforms in SAF... its on the 8th March... n i shld be goin back again on 9th March, not for recourse but to witness low low get enlisted (tt's if he has tix for me)... n tolkin abt becomin a commander... initially i went into BMT wif a strong desire to be a commander... but later... i found out tt i mite not be able to make it after all... my physical ability sux... n i m not really tt able to work under immense stress... sigh... mayb im really not cut out to be one in the first place... :(

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Shagged, shagged, shagged...

sigh... finally im home after 3 days of quite taxin PT n IPPT today... sad to say, i still failed my pull-ups... but i did 3 today... more than any of my practices despite havin a super shagged body... so i guess tt's quite an improvement... will work harder... hmm... dis wk did things like practisin how to throw my handgrenade... n durin the practice i did quite ok... but durin the GAC, i kept on gettin scolded by my PS for always failin to find my grenade after i throw it... he even threatened to make me leopard crawl to find it... ok... oh... my shootin improved quite alot after i got my eye patch... at least now i can shoot more on target... haha... n live range shootin is comin soon... hope i can do well... but the field camp tt is also comin up sounds damn terrible... appears like no matter wad u do... u will always get tekaned... juz hope i can survive it... n these few days... my mood has been roller coasterin all the way... i face challenges wif my physical n mental n even my emotional aspects... n smtimes... i really feel like givin up n juz collapsin... but i guess i really hav to learn to cope wif it... i noe it isn't easy... but i will rely on God n my family n frens to tide thru it... yup... I WILL EMERGE TOUGH!!! :)

 

 
 
 
 

 

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