Questionin myself...
finally im back after a confinement in tekong due to the seriously sucky but on retrospect enjoyable 7-day field camp... n durin these 2 wks... i really went thru a lot to discover abt myself... smtimes pple may not be wad they seem... when the critical moment comes, i still am a selfish person at times... i will find means to try to get out of the work... n i may not be as willing to help others at times... esp when my physical n mental strengths hav been really exhausted... of course guilt sets in after tt... but den... wad's done has been done... n i can only hope tt i can further atone for my mistake... sigh... sorry to XXX... :(...
now to update abit abt my NS life so far... i have completed 6 wks of BMT liao... there's only 3 more wks left... wif the major events being the SIT test (in which they test ur suitability to be a commander), SOC n IPPT... after this, i will graduate out of tekong island as a private... n which means tt u can order recruits arnd... so seriously... recruits r really the lowest lifeforms in SAF... its on the 8th March... n i shld be goin back again on 9th March, not for recourse but to witness low low get enlisted (tt's if he has tix for me)... n tolkin abt becomin a commander... initially i went into BMT wif a strong desire to be a commander... but later... i found out tt i mite not be able to make it after all... my physical ability sux... n i m not really tt able to work under immense stress... sigh... mayb im really not cut out to be one in the first place... :(
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