Let the feelings flow...

so much has happened to me these few days since my last entry... will try to write abt some of these things n my tots abt it...
hmm... apparently some1 has got some serious probs... which i hope tt now has been solved... n the startling thing is tt i realised tt her prob is so similar to mine... sigh... but i guess its still slightly different... my prob will juz get worse n worse... esp after today... i mean... i guess it wasn't ur fault initially... but now wad is the pt of regrettin everythin??... wad's done cannot be undone... n im takin the "punishments" for it???... i dun noe... every act of indifference u giv me will juz make me feel more n more upset... n push me all more n more to being indifferent towards u... i guess irene was rite... wad u do on the spur of the moment might not be wad u really intended to do... n its extremely painful to c tt close frenship fading away... i really dun noe wad to react... :(... if all can be reversed... i wld rather hav u remained my fren n nth more than tt...
received news yday tt jenyi has been refused an exco position by the sch admin... dotz... i really cant bring myself to break the news to him... he will be so disappointed... plus now i receive news tt the sch admin intends to send the whole j1 cohort down to support the bball team... which means tt cca handover is tml... n which means tt i will hav to miss it!!!... sigh... intended to hav a nice endin for myself to my term in office as an MI... but now... the plan seems to hav been destroyed... argh!!!... i juz hate this!!!... :(
ba... enuf abt sad stuff liao... touch on some happy stuff ba... celebrated yew mun's bday on monday... haha... wrapped his present in 18 layers of newspaper cos he was 18 ma... hahha... n it was funny durin the preparation when we wrote all kinds of stuff on each different layer... haha... n yew mun's expression when he was openin it was very erm... exasparated... hahah... yup... so he got his cookies n a compiled score bk frm us... haha... yup... so it was fun... wonder wad they might do to me tml... haha... n thx serena for rmbin my bday... after rjc concert today she came to look for me n asked me to meet her at sch tml morn so tt she cld pass me my present... haha... thx for rmbin... n my gd frens low low n pl... hahah... tink i know tt u all went to buy smth for me... haha... n of course... 04S73... haha... tho i dun noe wad u all will do to me... n ks n minz for agreein to eat lunch at sakae sushi wif me... haha... its now less than 30min away frm the big day... but i wonder if u will ever rmb tt there is such a day???... haha... or mayb cos i dint rmb urs as well... u prob wont rmb this... haha... but nvm... life juz has to go on... :)