It's not ur fault at all... :)

hmm... juz read my godsis's blog... oh my... i hav nva tot tt things will be so bad for her... everything's like crashin down on her... guess i had a similar but DEFINITELY much smaller scale experience than she did... hope tt she will recover frm this soon... its quite a bad thing to happen esp at this period of time... if u happen to read this, ser... do cheer up!!! :)... i tink the whole incident is not ur fault... so u shldn't hav tt self-reproachin attitude... ur bday is comin soon... n i hope tt ur 18th bday will be a happy n memorable one... not one spent in self-reproach... yup... do cheer up!!! :)
tt's one big prob abt me... when i get lost in my own probs... i always tink of them as the WORST things tt any person can undergo... n the thing is... its actually not... mayb its really time i open my eyes a bit more to see the pple arnd me n wad they r goin thru... let me do smth more meaningful durin my last few wks in jc rather than wallow in self-pity... yup... tt shall be my resolution for these last few wks apart frm muggin... so if any1 ever tinks tt im feelin sad... u r warranted to giv me a tight slap on my face n remind me of wad some other pple will be goin thru... n i mean it... *tho of course... if u r really goin to slap me... pls slap a bit softer lah... tho im not very handsome... i still will treasure my face lah...*... :)... ok... tt's lame... but its wad i really want to do... jy popped me a qn on fri... "y r u so happy nowadays???"... haha... well... i dint noe tt my apparent happiness had such a noticeable effect... n i shall try to keep it up... but my answer to her was: "i want to really enjoy my last few wks in jc..."... yup... so I SHALL AND CAN DO IT!!!...
yeah!!! goin kbox tml wif pl n low to celebrate pl's bday... shall make low low sing... haha... :)