Love without expectations...
read frm a fren's blog abt this... to love some1 w/o expectations... be it frenship or wad... really wanted to say tt its very meaningful n i was touched by it... of course... the main reason y it appealed to me so much was cos i was rather bothered by it some time ago... hahah... but i guess my fren was rite... instead of moanin over wad u cant get back... might as well step back n tink abt those gd frens which u alr hav arnd u... n cherish them... :)... tolked abt difficulty to open up smtimes wif ks... but den again... mayb it has always been my fault all this while... mayb its not tt pple dun open up to me... but in the first place... i dun open up to others... hmm... i shld try to improve on this... giv every1 a fair chance to establish close frenships wif me... n not to close myself up amongst some pple... haha... lets hope tt this will be the last time tt i will ever be moanin abt this stuff... cos it seriously doesn't do any1 gd... n i simply dun hav the right to downgrade my frenship wif some1 simply becos he/she does not respond to me in a way tt i wld like him/her to... tt's too selfish... yup... :)... was ultra upset n sorry to all those pple whom i hav hurt cos of my selfish acts... haha...
argh!!! BT2 starts tml... gd luck to all!!! went arnd today taggin at every tagboard encouraging msg for the blk test... erm... if u dun hav it on ur tagboard... its not tt i dint tag... but juz tt the tagboard server somehow had some prob n i cant tag... haha... but my best wishes go out to all!!!
finished my chinese novel yday... shall stop for a wk now till after BT... sigh... again... not a very nice ending... but the sacrificial love btw frens was touchin... n close frens r worth much more than anythin... :)
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