Friday, 23rd July
Hav u ever seen ur whole world crashin down on u??? its a terrible feelin when u suddenly realise tt there is smthin terribly wrong wif ur world... but there is nth much u can do rite??? u walk to the class... hang arnd... and in the past, u could always juz fit into any single grp and juz go crappin along... lalala... but now... i move to this grp... oh no... nth to say... move on to the nxt... same situation... smtimes u juz cant help but ask urself if u r really tt detestable... or mayb im too extreme lah... but tt's really wad i tink... strange... pple always say tt i m very different frm wad i look... haha... they r partly rite... but who really noes n can understand the truth behind all these crappiness???... if i tell u tt i am really damn damn troubled... i tink no one will believe me... well... mayb got some lah... oh... n some pple say i can be insulted w/o tt person feelin guilty... well... can go ahead n shoot me lor... it doesn't really matter to me liao... i will juz treat it as some... wadever...
to whoever is readin this... dun tink tt im a weirdo... cos im not... mayb its only in this online blog tt u can c my other side... n since this is my 1st blog entry... want to say tt i dun mean to offend anyone with my entries... if i ever do... pls forgive me... well... u do hav to sound diplomatic, dun u??? :)
1 Comments:
heya! this entry sounds really quite sad. why do u suddenly feel this way? dun u have ur usual grp of friends in class? just like pple always have their own cliques? and anyway, u're definitely NOT detestable! please dun think that! yeah, sometimes u're crappy but if u told me u're really troubled, i WILL believe. and i won't think u're a weirdo lah. haha. anyway, u also mentioned that pple say u can be insulted without that person feeling guilty. are u serious? somehow i just can't imagine anybody insulting pple 4 no reason without feeling guilty. no offence but if anybody does that to u, it is really quite mean of that person loh. so dun take it to heart if it really happens k? smilex~ :)
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