Dao..ed

dotz... if anythin can happen to me... i wld say tt this is goin to be the worst tt can ever happen... till now lah, tt is... my gd fren actually decided to dao + ostro me... gdness... u can imagine how i felt when i heard the news lah... its was like... like... bah... im at a loss of words to describe tt... its not tt im angry wif her or wad... but i truly felt a bit dumped...( not tt i hav nva been dumped b4, haha, but tt's not the pt now )... n u can jolly well imagine wad this kind of things will do to some1 who constantly seeks acceptance by frens... haha... how easy it is for some pple to say tt if they were accepted by God, (well, im a Christian, in case u all dun noe...), they had nth to care abt the rest... tho i know tt's true... but its really easier said than done... if i can use this phrase to describe... haiz... a lesson to be learnt: pls do not ever in ur whole life build ur self-esteem n worth based on other pple's acceptance of u... as i hav done... or else, u will really SUFFER!!! haha... u can count on tt fact, man... sigh...Sigh...SIgh...SIGh...SIGH... but i must thank yw for her encouragement towards me... u really saved me from the verge of gettin really depressed... thx a lot!!!
well... i guess mayb tt's also gd in a sense... mayb its time i moved on... i will continue to support u if u need help... cos i seriously dun want to lose a gd fren... but it really made me very upset to c u cry, u noe... pls dun... treat it as doin me a favour... thx... oh... wad an eventful day!!! :)