celebrated my sis's bdae today... haha... she's 1 yr older... hope tt she will also become more n more mature... birthdays always make me tink abt life... haha... age is one thing tt can only be added, n nva subtracted... a lot of pple hav asked me abt wad is the true meanin of life... actually... I feel tt in life... if u hav made an impact, positive one lah, of course, on some1's life... I would say tt u hav not lived ur life in vain... tt's y i always tell myself... nva stop helpin others, nva stop wantin to listen to others... tt's wad i call my commitment... but ive recently realised tt i really dun hav the strength for tt... there r juz too many things, too many probs... n u simply cannot tackle them at one go... n i hav my own probs as well... i hav gotten depressed over all these probs which r not mine actually... but it juz kinda saddens me a lot when i c tt my frens hav no directions in life, or wadever probs tt they may hav... do u noe wad kind of feelin it is when u c ur fren havin a problem, but u cannot do anything to solve it??? it makes u feel really useless...
hmm... i hav a simple philosophy abt human to human relationships... which i call my "atom philosophy"... got the inspiration when i was studyin the atomic structure topic... haha... it juz goes like this: humans r like atoms, n we all hav our own privacy space, which can be represented by the nucleus of the atom... now, when 2 pple interact, its like the 2 atoms comin together to form a compound in a reaction... but notice tt the overlappin of orbitals does not involve overlappin of the nucleus... similarly, pple will nva open up their private space too easily... cos its juz simply literally "private"... mayb i hav tried to probe into some pple's private spaces... den im beginnin to feel a bit of repulsion... haha... but how does it feel to only crap arnd wif others... makin stupid jokes, laugh at each other... when after a few yrs... u find tt u actually dun really noe tt person very well... haha... tt's y i look for real interaction wif pple... n not juz crappin arnd... i want to know wad pple r tinkin, how do they feel abt something n such... tt's real interaction... sigh...
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haha, ur atom philosophy is really interesting. but yeah, i kinda agree. everybody needs their own private space and there are just some things which pple dun want to share with others. still, it's really important to have good interaction with pple. that's why u must treasure the frens who can really understand and listen to u. it's always gd to be there for ur friends too. i noe sometimes, it is hard to handle both ur own probs as well as ur frens', but if u can handle ur frens' probs, why not share ur probs with them and let them help u with ur probs too? i also have frens whom i always seem to laugh alot with and crap around with, but in reality we're not that close. on the other hand, i've frens whom i dun seem that close to on the surface, but yet can really talk to about more personal and deeper stuff. i think these are the frens that i consider as being really my gd frens. :)
Hey Archangel you're Serena rite? Am I right?? TELL ME! Hi.
yeah i'm serena. who is tick?
haha... tick is raymond from guitar...
haha, he has a blog too? what's the website?
umz... how did u guess? neways it's www.beticked.blogspot.com
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